Video of the Day

Dedicated to My boyriend

Broken Hearts Take Time to mend
Broken Hearts Take Forever to Heal
Broken Hearts...
They're very fragile Little things

That's What I felt
Everyday i felt
like I was In pain..
Everyday...
People Just Saying they love me
But in the end they just walk over your
Bleeding heart as they rip it out your chest

I Laid there Broken and bleeding everytime
Everytime i tried to fix it
I just ended up hurting myself even more..


So slowly..
I just Drowned in the pool....
Darkness
Despair
Pain
Abuse
I was so unloved

Until one day...i met this amazing person
He was so nice to me...
He tolerated my crazy antics


He came up to me with a Simple
Hi...


and soon after that..
I slowly started falling dangerously in love with him

Everytime we talked, he put a smile on my face
My smile was so big it made my face hurt..
I needed to know one day
I admitted My feelings for him

I waited painfully for his answer
When he finally said those words
"I like you"


I was never happier

When he said.

"I am in Love with you"
Those words made me cry...
He's going to hurt me..
I can't trust him
I shouldn't




It Hurts....


I soon began to love him..and Trust him...I gave him my heart
and slowly with his own hands
Began sewing up...
My Broken bleeding heart
He's ever so careful
He doesn't want me to be hurting


My heart...Shattered
But he fixed it Everytime...

I Cracked his heart one day...
But i fixed it...

He kisses me ever so sweetly
He looks at me with those Beatutiful eyes
He holds my hand so gently
He holds me in his arms
Ever so lovingly
"I am nothing without you, I love you more than anything"
He whispered.
"If i lost you...I would Die"
"If you left me, I'd be losing a part of me"
you told me this...

But wht i haven't told you is...

"You're the most amazing person I've ever met"
"You complete me"
"You're My one and only"
"I trust you, so much"
"I'm mean to you, But only because I'm afraid"
"I'm Afraid you might hurt me"
"I'm Afraid That'd I hurt you"



We are so far..but our love will make it..right?

Thank you...
I love you...
You fixed my BrokenHeart
And I Melted your coldheart

I may not know how much you love me

But I know how much I love you...

So again

Thank you my love
for showing me what love
Feels like.....
I love you..
Marry Me...
I WILL be your Wife
I WILL be yours until the end of time
And with a Kiss
I say
good-bye
<3


(copyrighted by Saika Ceria 2009)

Goth Phrase of the Day: By Saika Ceria

Soon....very soon...
we'll step out of this hell called distance and time
And we'll be able to hold each others hands
And be and such a sinful bliss
no one can dare take away...

(copyrighted by Saika Ceria 2009)

Velvet Moon

A snowy flame scorches the heavens
Even if it tears my heart apart
I want to offer it to only you,
The crucifix on my chest

A sleepless, velvet moon
Adorned our clandestine room
With just the two of us, we secretly lock the door
Let's dance, and succumb ourselves to this mischievous moment

Like a candle that was gently lit,
Ah... I will make you melt
Vow eternity to me

The chains of love cannot be broken by anyone
Cast a sweet, pure spell on me
Or even a forbidden melody
That only you can forgive me for
I will become wings that soar freely
Catch me...quickly

On a night that has forgotten how to dawn
There is an imprisoned fountain filled with stars
It looks as if it's quietly praying alone,
"Let's have a dream, a dream which we will never awaken from"

Look for me who is bound within the darkness
Ah... Please wrap me right now
With that bewitching fragrance of yours

A snowy flame that soars towards the sky
Even if everything is swallowed by it and disappeared
This painful throbbing
That yearns for only you won't stop
Both of our mingled souls
Will someday make a miracle happen

Is fate foredestined?
Even if it can't change
I will breathe a new life into it for you

The chains of love cannot be broken by anyone
Cast a sweet, pure spell on me
Or even a forbidden melody
That only you can forgive me for
I will become wings that soar freely
Come...catch me quickly

Love Kills

A Broken Heart Leaves A Broken Person,
And a Broken Person Leaves a Bloody
And Dead Body With a Knife in Her
The Blood flows from my open veins

The Floor is slowly stained a crimson red
The light fades from my eyes
The Life leaves from my body

I Feel the pain slowly fade
As My heart stops beating
It's not broken anymore
It is now all dead

The body is pale
The eyes are open, but they don't blink
The body is still and stiff


You see the blade pierced.
Through my skin
Through the bones of my rib
Stabbing the heart
Like Cupids arrow...
But this time...It Kills
Lesson that should be learned
Love Kills

Literally.....




Copyrighted Saika Ceria(2009)